Well... I've just been looking at pictures of my great- neices. Wow... I'm that old. They are beautiful... my family has truly been blessed. Two little spirits that we get to love and cherish. Unfortunately, one of them may be taken away by her mother. Only time will tell what will happen. We do get a sweet little angel that brightens our days... "K" is going to be a year old on Easter Day. Her lack of hair doesn't stop her from rubbing her head like she does have hair... she's so funny.
Today has been soooo long. I've been thinking... wondering... praying over what is to come next? My dizziness has been constant for almost a year now. So does that mean that I give up hope that it is going to get any better than this and just accept that this is it??? Do I keep fighting and keep being disappointed when things don't get better??? I don't seem to have an in-between stage. If I just accept this and give up... I'm giving up (a total taboo that I have learned in my family) or if I keep fighting and don't accept that this is just my life (then I'm in denial). I don't want this as my life. I hate being at such an altered state (dizzy-wise).... at times walking is too hard. Driving is out of the question. So now what??? Accept it??? Keep fighting????
Well... this is me ... still wondering... still praying.
Tena and Jena
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Funny!
This is my nine year old nephew. He's been wearing these for two days. He likes them. He's a funny kid. He makes me smile anyway. Ha, Ha...Thursday, February 19, 2009
Another Thursday.
Well... It's hot. Yesterday Grandma even thought is was hot. The tempature was 86 degrees. Holy Cow. It's cooler today, but the door handle is still too hot to touch.
I've been working on some more drawings. As soon as I get them done then I'll take a picture of them and I'll post them. They are cool. I like them anyway :0)
I finally finished Mom's quilt. It only took me about 18 months to do it. It's totally awesome though. She likes it too.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Valentine's Day ?????
Well... here's another Valentine's Day. It's two widows and me at my house. NOT exciting. The most exciting thing we have planned is to go to the library. WOHH WOO !!!!
It's not bad. I'm grateful for the family I have. For the love they give to me. I am blessed with friends that also love me. Other things will come along someday. Just not yet. :0}
I am feeling better now. I don't feel like I need to hide in our apartment so much anymore. I can handle seeing people walking by me now. It was hard to see that much movement and not be sick. It has been a slow recovery. I don't like that.
I did have an interesting Monday though. I had a migraine. I went to my regular doctor in the morning and got shots of pain meds... but that didn't last very long. By 6 pm. I was in bad shape again. My mom took me to TexMed (It's like a Doc in a Box). They gave me Imitrex and Statal and Phenergan (stop throwing up meds)... I had a strange reaction. I had a hard time breathing.. we had to stay there for a LONG time. Eventually it all calmed down. Then my mom took me home. I was .....well... it was like I was high (I guess, because I never have been high before.). I was moving my arms but they weren't going where I wanted them to go. I couldn't get through the door. I kept hitting my head on the doorjam. I was falling to the right. Walking was a chore, continually falling to the right. I was a mess. Mom just took me to my bed. The best thing was... My head didn't hurt. I felt like an idiot, but I didn't hurt. Thinking about it now, I just laugh.
Well... till next time.
It's not bad. I'm grateful for the family I have. For the love they give to me. I am blessed with friends that also love me. Other things will come along someday. Just not yet. :0}
I am feeling better now. I don't feel like I need to hide in our apartment so much anymore. I can handle seeing people walking by me now. It was hard to see that much movement and not be sick. It has been a slow recovery. I don't like that.
I did have an interesting Monday though. I had a migraine. I went to my regular doctor in the morning and got shots of pain meds... but that didn't last very long. By 6 pm. I was in bad shape again. My mom took me to TexMed (It's like a Doc in a Box). They gave me Imitrex and Statal and Phenergan (stop throwing up meds)... I had a strange reaction. I had a hard time breathing.. we had to stay there for a LONG time. Eventually it all calmed down. Then my mom took me home. I was .....well... it was like I was high (I guess, because I never have been high before.). I was moving my arms but they weren't going where I wanted them to go. I couldn't get through the door. I kept hitting my head on the doorjam. I was falling to the right. Walking was a chore, continually falling to the right. I was a mess. Mom just took me to my bed. The best thing was... My head didn't hurt. I felt like an idiot, but I didn't hurt. Thinking about it now, I just laugh.
Well... till next time.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Thankful for my Grandma!
I've been a little under the weather lately. I am so grateful that my grandma came to Texas for the winter. I would have been in a world of hurt without her. Well... hungry anyway. I haven't felt like I could do much of anything but sleep and take more pain medicine.
I went to a different doctor today. Hopefully she'll have some answers for me. I am really, really tired of hurting ALL the time. I should be used to it by now. But it's just not fun :0(
I went to a different doctor today. Hopefully she'll have some answers for me. I am really, really tired of hurting ALL the time. I should be used to it by now. But it's just not fun :0(
Monday, February 2, 2009
Pictures of the Babies
Parker and Logan
Here they are :0) On the left is Logan. He is the biggest but born last. 7 lbs. 8 oz. The right baby is Parker. 5 lbs. 15 oz. He was born first. They are both so beautiful. The mommy is doing really well. Still tired and hurting a lot. But doing o.k.
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