Tena and Jena

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Surgery is over :0)

Surgery went good. I still hate the gas they put in you more than the surgery it's-self. It raise's to your shoulder's (you know that good stuff). They discovered that my one reminding ovary was stuck to my pelvis and there were some adhensions... so they fix everything...
I'm O.K. Now it's a wait to see how you feel in two weeks.
Other than that...
Davis is wonderful... he called during my surgery to see how I was doing and got an update from my Mom. He thinks my is a nice lady. It's cute how he says "MUM". (He has a british english acesnt) I don't know how to spell that... but you know what I mean.
Tena

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Surgery on Monday

I'm finally, going to do something about the pain I've had for a long time. I have exploratory surgery on Monday. Boy, I can't wait... I've been living on pain medicine for a long time now. The doctor figures that the endometrodosis has atached itself to my intestines or bladder... all good reasons why I would hurt so bad.
Less than two days away... YEAH!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

A man.

I'm not sure I want to talk about him. He is just an extraordinary guy. His goal is to lift me up and support me in whatever I do. I wish I knew more about him. He's so far away... I'm not saying where (yet)... This really is something different. ... I'm not sure what to do.
Life has handed me an unexpected gift. Prayer... lots of prayer.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

One of my Angels and me!

This was at Christmas time. We had a wonderful time with your family. I talked to my angel today. She is very excitied for "Jump Rope for Heart" ... She makes herself sore by jumping so much. Great exercise though.

March 4th another interesting day.

I'm looking around my apartment. Looking at my plants. Seeing the leaves, some nice and vibrant, some crumbling and wilting, dying. Somedays I wonder which one I am. I did the kidney test yesterday... I didn't do well... My kidneys seems to be fine. But I still hurt so bad, I am getting desperate. I talked to the nurse at the doctors office today. They only want to take half the amount of pain meds. I don't care. Now, we're waiting for test results. They are going to say... "Tena, you can't pee right." I knew that.