March 4th another interesting day.

I'm looking around my apartment. Looking at my plants. Seeing the leaves, some nice and vibrant, some crumbling and wilting, dying. Somedays I wonder which one I am. I did the kidney test yesterday... I didn't do well... My kidneys seems to be fine. But I still hurt so bad, I am getting desperate. I talked to the nurse at the doctors office today. They only want to take half the amount of pain meds. I don't care. Now, we're waiting for test results. They are going to say... "Tena, you can't pee right." I knew that.